Outburst
But to be honest, I kept feeling guilty about yesterday. But sometimes I have to say it so someday you would understand that I am trying. I never said I was perfect. I just want to spend my lifetime in peace with you. When that peace is being disturbed, I feel the need to defend myself, because honestly before this, people has been trampeling me most of my life. All because "I took the higher ground" by not telling how I feel or even my side of the story. I do want peace for us. Just on my terms now. And I dont even ask for much. I believe sometimes being kind is only deserved by certain people who wont abuse your kindness. And I also believe now that sometimes when you think people should continue to be kind, it sometimes enables peoples bad behavior. If people still expects me to be kind after hateful things being done and said, then excuse my language. Because you should know that people sometimes pick and choose what they want to remember, but sadly for me, ...