Taited Soul

We wented to Mahkamah Syariah Sepang on 22nd December 2023 The journey was slow with him being dramatic as usual Then what nearly made me mad was him being overly dramatic in the Registry Room "Tengok Papa sekejap Sayang" "Janji dengan Papa lepas ni kita jaga anak baik-baik" "Janji dengan Papa kita buat yang terbaik" to which I reply, "Siapa selama ni selalu mungkir janji?" and some not nice things I guess He really tried to push me there like making me the bad guy Unfortunately for me The procedure can only be taken in January 2024 Maybe Allah has better plans for me This whole week is downright disheartening for me Tomorrow his mother is coming by Next week is my family's Family Day too I wont be joining any I guess Can't pretend anymore I just hope he doesnt goes back with his words I guess I have to pray that things will go out smoothly InsyAllah

I told him on 10/12/2023 at 1130 pm As I expected He would prance around crying telling me this is not the way but i put my foot down I told him I have waited for 2 years and I know he had tried to be a better person but the problem is still the same I have caught him texting someone, and giving them his kwsp statement again, gatekeeping his spending I have told him how hurt i was because he didnt defended me of what his brother did and suddenly he told me he did but i wasnt convinced because he changed narrative an hour later and i told him, why now, why now does he tell me this when we can have this conversation at that same time and it doesnt make any sense to me because i remember clearly he asked me to sit at the same table with his brother the same day too how fucked up is that clearly invalidating my feelings He clearly is a narc i think twisting my words or anything towards me even saying i should have done this and that i put my foot down no i know i did everything he was ...