Taited Soul

 23.3.2024 12.00am Assalamualaikum....Just wanted to let you know firstly, sorry if this message is a bit long, but I promise, its not a scam and also I hope you can bear with me for a few minutes.. Anyway, I hope you are doing well, happy and healthy.  I'm sorry again if this came out so suddenly, but recent events have led me to believe that, I would like this to be let out of my system, which apparently, I didn't know was still there in the first place, so I can move on with my life. I am also sorry if this text would cause you any trouble as I don't really know your status, but I really mean no harm, however I hope you can forgive me if it does. I just wanted to let you know that, I have always admired you. I don't know how it started but I have always loved our talks and banter since the beginning and it really made me happy, I would like to thank you for that. You (almost) always give good advices and your views are real (sometimes, but I enjoyed knowing some, som...

 Traffic jam got the best of me today I felt cheated by Google Maps because they didnt give accurate timing. What was supposed to give me faster reach time of 4 minutes gave me bad traffic for 20 minutes. It triggered a lot of bad memories. And my daughter fell asleep. I felt so guilty and lonely. I didnt wish for me to get back to him. I just wished she didnt have to endure all this. All I wanted was to have a peaceful life. I am scared too. Monday was okay even if there was school. But somehow when it went to Ramadhan the traffic got really bad. Was I suppose to go out late? I dont think so. Maybe if I go earlier or just endure 10 more minutes it might be okay. Ya Allah give me strength. Ya Allah permudahkan. I am so scared and sad and lonely. Please help me endure this.