Honesty
I told him
on 10/12/2023 at 1130 pm
As I expected
He would prance around crying telling me this is not the way
but i put my foot down
I told him
I have waited for 2 years
and I know he had tried to be a better person
but the problem is still the same
I have caught him texting someone, and giving them his kwsp statement
again, gatekeeping his spending
I have told him how hurt i was because he didnt defended me of what his brother did
and suddenly he told me he did
but i wasnt convinced
because he changed narrative an hour later
and i told him, why now, why now does he tell me this
when we can have this conversation at that same time
and it doesnt make any sense to me
because i remember clearly he asked me to sit at the same table with his brother the same day too
how fucked up is that
clearly invalidating my feelings
He clearly is a narc i think
twisting my words or anything towards me even
saying i should have done this and that
i put my foot down
no
i know i did everything
he was too stubborn to notice or do anything
he knows i had an important interview on the 12th
then suddenly he went all emotional in front of my daughter
texting useless things
i clearly pointed this out
how he always was inconsiderate of my focus
whenever i needed it
just to show u how much he is selfish
I can only pray
that when the time comes
he promised on the 22nd
that we would go to court for divorce
I hope he wouold hold to his words
because i never asked for anything else
but if say it doesnt go as planned
than i shall have to endure all this
with a heart of steel
and family to be involved
Allah is Great
for he has ease up all my worries and burden
i just hope next year would be a better year for me and my daughter
insyAllah
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