Counseling

 Its been hard to blog 

I get tired almost every night

But i try

Yesterday I did counseling with a friend of a friend

She clarified me a bit on my life decisions

Told me that i may need to see things from a different prespective

As well as that i make a decision heavily based on my daughters needs

And yes

I may have to make a decision 

For how to make this work

I cried too in front of a stranger

Because i am overwhelmed

That i know i wanted to be free

But i cant just yet

The timing isnt right

Or maybe the decision

I am getting less annoyyed

And he is slowly getting back into his older self

But she told me

If i want him to act differently

I may need to give him encouragement

I dont want to initially

Because i feel like he overcompensate a few things from me

But i still need to make a decision on this

I just hope my way on getting my own income will shine some light

Now i am just annoyed his snoring is getting louder

And he has no effort to make it lesser 

I love my daughter

And here i shall stay