Gateway Car

 Yesterday I was super annoyed

I wanted to drive around in the evening

But we filled up the car and drive through McD later

While he was somewhere around the neighbourhood

I didnt want to look at the phone after

I wanted space

So we drove around

Then i saw him behind us

Round and round i pretended not seeing him

We missed him before but he was able to catch up later

Driving around behind us like a stalker

Until i had to acknowledge him because it was getting dangerous

At home he asked again and again if i hadnt seen him

I pretended i didnt

Saying i was worried because i thought it was some road bully

I know if i said i did it would be a much longer story

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Later that night he kept asking why do i sigh a lot

I told him does it matter because he never could take it nicely

Then he starts doing that self pity thing again

I pointed it out

And he just gave it away like 'okay i will give you space'

Because i told him i am tired of his invasion on my privacy

I cant look at the phone longer or chat up longer without him asking who what why etc

Its so suffocating

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We read the Quran together today

But she just wanted to have fun

But i was glad i was able to finally read it in peace

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Asiah gave me a wonderful gift today

And suddenly he said he was sorry for i dont know what

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Overall Allah has ease my journey and i hope i will find more clarity