Nearly a month

Its nearly a month from my confession
And to me there is not much progress
An on off progress





Yesterday at work he was suddenly like this
I honestly am annoyed
Because he never would have said anything before
He never even told me he has to work yesterday
I am relieved everytime he goes
Pleased to do what i want wear whatever i need call whoever i want
What am i supposed to say anyway?
We already talked about this but its like he wants an easy way out
Like i am all okay like before
But the thing is i am not
And he cant accept it
Because he never admits it
He told me he would transfer his money like before
He havent still
I was worried before
But i am in the will of Allah
And Allah is merciful
If he wants to control me
Take what is mine
Than Allah is what i have
I need to step up
I need to be strong
For me
For my daughter
He may not be a man of his word
But i will be the woman i want and need to be
InsyAllah
There is a way
InsyAllah
Allah is with me if he ever mistreats me

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