Trying

 I am trying not to be so angry

But maybe i failed

I thought everything was gling smooth

But maybe not

Maybe i am just tired od cooking 3 times a day

I cook only to lessen the burden to cook

Because usually, every near the end of the month

He would ask money for support

Granted it is his money though

I want to save some at least

Sometimes its good to listen to your instinct

......

Around evening he kept asking me

Why cant i answer him nicely?

Like around 7 pm he called me after i wemt to the toilet

Granted i knew he would come at me about her

Not in a pushy way but like he would somehow make her the reason

And true enough when i open the door

He said 'Mama i cant go take a bath because she wont let me'

I am so fed up of him blaming her for things he couldnt do just because she doesnt want to listen to him

Then later on i went out of the toilet

She called her Papa!!!!! PAPA!!!!!

Only then he answered

Then he asked me if i knew his nephew is going to a boarding school

And i was annoyed because he could have saw me congratulate his sister before in the group

He said he just read it a bit

But wasnt sorry

I was so upset seeing my daughter calling him out like that with a phone in his hand

I told him so she would have to call you 3 times foe you to answer?? Even though she shouted already?

All he cared was how i answered to him

.....

Morever he has been coughing the whole da

Before he blamed the fan for being directly in his face

Now he said owh maybe its getting better

Always excuses

I dont know what he told the doctor the other day

Because i know he would try to toughen up

But then whine at me later

.......

Tomorrow he is going to work

I feel happy a bit because finally i have space

Otherwise what i do with my phone will be questioned

And i want my privacy