Her sick

 Starting today

I am going to track her health here as I believe he is so indifferent to her health.

My daughter just got better from fever the last two weeks. On the 21 May to be exact. She got better but got fever again going out with him which, I was not informed on where they had been. I stayed home because I was too tired having sleeplesa nights.

Now she is habing cough and flu, which I suspect came from him because he had attended a conference at royal chulan for two days and attended meetings nearly the whole week and guess what, on Saturday 3rd of he suddenly had a sore throat.

And he thinks not eating medicine or covering his mouth is good enough. Like he covers so minimally and not bothering to wear a mask. 

I caught his text to that co worker married lady again, at 10 pm plus, talking about how he felt the sore throat for 3 days bla bla bla and this lady talking about covid from her husband. 

But with me he kept on denying.

And now my daughter is paying the price.

And he has the audacity to bring ul the time that i had cough for a month. Mind u it didnt effect anyone! And i still hv to take care of her!

I try hard to at least like him but he gives me the ick now.

Like yesterday night he was doing the dishes, but cant even keep the kangkung that i cook and save it into a tupperware and keep it inehe fridge? Weaponize incompetence! Do i have to tell him everything in the kitchen? He wants me to cook but i have to tell him what to do later? 

What is this stupidity?

He wants to save up but can man up on the chores?! Everytime i have to tell him what and where to keep the dishes!

This is why i dont like cooking for the family jow.

All these small simple things that have to be taught almost every single time.

And let not start on his snoring.

His own father complained about his snoring.

I have been complaining since like forever.

My daughter has been complaining and she thinks its a taught process from me.

Fuck him

It wasnt me who try to imply i was a bad mother by crying in front of her from my confession.

He was the one who wants a child to make him feel better.

I hated him for that.

So immature!

Urgh!!!!!

I hope i get a job soon.

Please Ya Allah help me.